Thank Crunchie it Friday

So, I had a nice relaxing bath last night & a good nights sleep for the most part so that helped today. Also the fact that its Friday is HUGELY helping, yipee

Well what to say, I've no plans for the weekend, well, except we're supposed to be going to see 'In Bruges' tonight at the cinema but to be honest would prefer to just go home but we've arranged to meet friends so think will go. I'm sure it'll be fun when we get there.

Nothing else on the cards at the moment, I'm just looking forward to a lie on tomorrow morning. I live for Sat morning. :o) I'm a night person by nature so this 9-5 business so doesn't suit me. Maybe I'm in the wrong profession, LOL.

I'm getting itchy feet again, thinking about doing a bit more travelling but I'll have to wait til i replenish the funds somewhat. I'm due my tax return tax back soon so will use that I think. It always helps to have something like that to look forward to.

I might go buy a few photo albums & start putting all the photos I got developed into them its been something I've wanted to get done for awhile. I'm big on memory keeping. As I get older my memory isn't as good as it was so I find it so nice to take lots of pictures & record the little details of trips & things so that when you look back you can remember the good times. I guess that's what life is about, making good memories. Photos are amazing really, aren't they? they take you back to that exact moment in time & good or bad you remember the people, the places, the smells, the experience. Its great.

So that's all really, I'm thinking of leaving work a bit early today. The evenings are getting longer now that we're coming into spring so it'd be nice to go for a walk or something before it gets dark.

Hope you all have a great weekend. :o)

So over it

There's a girl in my office who is very difficult to deal with at the best of times most people in the office have had run ins with her at one stage or other. I try to get on with everyone i meet i really do, even though its not always possible. But recently maybe the last two months or so she has been really difficult. Working with her & trying to get information is like trying to get blood out of a stone. There have been a few layoffs in the company & its like she guarding her 'work' with a manic determination. But I'm so over her passive aggressiveness i really am, its making working really unbearable. I don't know if because I've been feeling bit blue anyway that its effecting me more or if this situation has been a contributor to feeling like this. I've never... well never in work, wanted to throttle someone so much today as i have her, very unlike me. I just wanted to slap her & tell her to cop on, that this behaviour is not going to make her more assured of keeping her position but totally less likely that they are going to keep her if it continues. The ceo has even noticed.

You know what it is? she creates a bad atmosphere or something in the office & its crap to work here at the moment. I hate feeling like I'm tiptoeing around someone or that work is a potential battlefield at every turn. She told me to piss off last week & brushed past me out of the office (a little dramatic i thought)when I was asking her about audit stuff that was needed. Not stuff that i needed that the auditors needed, you would think she would at least put her work first.

Then i think there are so many people so much worse off than me & i should just get over it & get on with it. But I've had my little rant so I guess that'll have to do for the time being. People frustrate me sometimes. Grrrrrr

Think I'll go home have a nice relaxing bath & listen to relaxing music & just chill out. That thought has cheered me up somewhat so I'm off & hope you all are having a tad more pleasant day.

See ya.

Maybe its for the best

Don't know why but feeling really down today, not really sure why. I've a lot going on at the moment & a lot going on in my head too, that usually does it i suppose. I haven't been sleeping well the past few night & that is SO not like me.

Maybe its for the best cos its at times like these that it really makes me appreciate when i'm feeling happy & light & whereas before I could never see a light at the end, now I know or I've learned to know that I just need to hang on & that this will too indeed pass. It helps to reaffirm to enjoy the moments when you're happy to stop & take a minute to just enjoy & feel grateful for that feeling.

Think I may go to the gym after work, release some of those nice endorphins. If nothing else it will help me sleep but it may help shake this blue. Is it a full moon or something?

Anyhooooo still haven't gotten round to telling you about my trip away but don't think i can now cos it won't sound as good as it was cos my heart won't be in the telling. I must get the pics downloaded too. S's mom has been asking for them too. God its only Tue, its days like these I hate working wish i could just stay home in bed until i feel better. Not a solution i know but sure would be nice. Its days like these i think about winning the lotto so i don't have to work anymore. Most of the time i don't' mind working but when your heart & mind are not in it, its a struggle.

I'm getting bit morbid now so I'll stop & hopefully y'all are having a better day.

I'll be back. :o\

7 Things

Okay I got tagged from Letera to do this. Well at least I think it was me but always one to particiate....lol.....I'll give it a go.


7 Things


7 things I plan to do before I die

1) Walk on great wall of China

2) Swim great barrier reef

3) Go see the pyramids

4) Build a house

5) Do a bungee jump

6) Get fit

7) Finish all my photo albums & scrapbooks



7 things I can do

1) Skydive

2) Speak french & german (badly but heh!!)

3) Be positive - well most of the time

4) Play piano - been awhile though

5) Dance

6) Be a good friend

7) Listen



7 things I cannot do

1) Sing (doesn't stop me from doing it though ha ha)

2) Sustain unclutteredness

3) Touch a spider - but seriously who would want to anyway

4) Play didgeridoo

5) Be tickled

6) Tolerate rudeness or ignorance

7) Understand men - but i'll keep trying :o)



7 things that attract me to the opposite sex

1) Being strong

2) Nice eyes

3) Considerate & sweet

4) A nice smile

5) Being fun

6) Having nice forearms & hands (don't ask, just a thing of mine)

7) Gives good hugs



7 things I say most often

1) Like

2) Like, you know, like

3) That's hilarious

4) You're not serious

5) Shit

6) Oops

7) D'oh (what can i say i like the Simpsons)



7 celebrity crushes

1) Jon Bon Jovi

2) Brendan Fraser

3) David Boreanaz

4) Jason Hodges

5) Vin Diesel

6) Patrick Swayze

7) Keanu Reeves (I'm thinking 'Point Break' here....yum)



7 people who should to do this

Ah sure anyone one wants to give it a go for bit of a laugh.

Anyway hope you all doing well, I'm good just been crazy busy, I will get round to filling you in on our trip away & get my pics downloaded.

Catch ya later!!!!